this is my brothers sightToday is like no other.i wake up wishing i was already at work because i HATE my living arrangements that bad!
Im stuck in a horrible relationship that im financialy incapable of leaving,not only that but scared to death.I live in the Pgh area and the man i am truly in love with is in Lakewood OH,just west of Cleveland.I lost contact with him a little over a month ago due to his phone being shut off and am dying to reach him.i am in a relationship that does not allow me to do much at all let alone make the 2 hour drive to OH to find this man who i love so much,you see we were together for 6 years and when my 22 year old brother died i moved home and pushed myself away from anyone who cared including him!So im looking for help in contacting him.Are there any kind souls willing to help a woman in love?Please if you have any ideas...help me!
Well its been a few days and you wouldnt believe he called...i was at work and he called the abusive boyfriends mothers house witch needless to say is no good for me he left no number,he said tell her diz called because im the only one who knows him by that they tried to get a number but he said she knows who i am and how to get ahold of me.......no!NO! REALLY I DONT! and do have any idea what i get to go home to now! i love him but ddaaaaaaah! out of all the people to call that was the wrong one,GOD,i hope he doesnt call back there!I've since tried the number in Cleveland still disconected so how is it i know how to get ahold of him??? is he visiting family in pgh???NO...i've called all of them so where the hell is he! I've left my work# w/ everyone i know,he knows my moms # so why?why call there.Oh well im sighning a lease w/ the other one tomorrow i've put it off as long as i could,hoping Dan would call,he finally does and now i cant find him! I would have left from work to be with him and never looked back,i would of cried at the sound of his voice,ran to him and never let go! I guess some things arent meant to be...a girl can dream, i guess thats all this is , a dream! so long for now.lost my brother and my love, i just cant bear! :(